I’ve been staring at a blank page with pen in hand for over 30 minutes unsure of what to share this morning. Most days my thoughts tumble onto the page so easily, but this morning my brain seems to have decided to take a vacation. It didn’t even ask for permission. That’s simply not fair. I would have loved to have taken a trip with my brain to Hawaii, or Australia, or Timbuktu. I’ve always wanted to go to Timbuktu. Now, that’s a fun word to say…Tim-buk-tu! That fits right up there with tutu and hullabaloo.
I wish I could wave a magic wand in the air to make our crazy brain fog moments disappear. Or better yet, to make Multiple Sclerosis disappear altogether. Talk about a wonderful day…now, that would be the most amazing day ever. A day worth getting out of bed for and shooting off fireworks followed by a parade, and lots and lots of balloons.
Even though today isn’t that day, it’s still a day worth living. Why? What reason is there for getting out of bed when all you see are difficulties looming, dark clouds forming and flood waters rising?
For me, I flip back the covers and step out of bed each morning because I’m on a mission. I love sharing my life and heart with others, seeing them encouraged and uplifted through my own life experiences. I love making people smile in hopes that they forget, even if just for a moment, that life is hard. I love helping people push through difficult times and seeing their victory dance, even if it’s only a small one.
I get out of bed each morning because I’m on a mission to help a world of MSers find their way through the tough times in hopes that they choose laughter over tears and search for rainbows rather than lightning bolts. What’s your why? Why do you get out of bed each morning? What is it that keeps you going when times get tough?
Find your why and hold onto it. Let it give you the strength you need to face the day. Today may be a difficult day, but I am confident you are going to get through it. You are strong even though your body is weak…stronger than you realize. MS is not going to stop you today. It may be rearing it’s ugly head but you are going to make it.