Multiple sclerosis has changed everything in my life
I have a problem with expecting too much from myself which in turn hurts me more than helps. This year I have made it my purpose to evaluate my life and simplify everything I’m doing as much as I can. Is that even possible? There are things I want to do, things I need to do, and things I need to let go of. Multiple sclerosis has defiantly changed my perspective about everything in life.
Some of the top priorities for me are following a reasonable exercise routine, eating as healthy as possible and resting as much as possible to keep from overexerting myself. That’s not so difficult, right? Well, it’s not as easy as it may seem.
I have made my spare bedroom my exercise room. A place where I can stay focused on doing routines just for me. I have a recumbent bike to help me get my legs moving, stretch bands to help me with my upper arm strength and movement, a table to work on brain puzzles to keep my brain focused and challenged, and a set of parallel bars to help me walk again. Someday I’m believing to get to a place where I will walk on my own. I’m not ruling out any possibility but I’m not going to overdo it either.
I’m hoping to one day complete an MS walk and am still hoping that it can happen, I’m just making my plan as reachable as possible. I have prepared myself mentally for failure. The old me would have over-planned and made goals unreachable, the me today is just hoping for progress day by day. If my body won’t cooperate, that’s okay. There’s always another day. It’s an ongoing process…just no quitting is allowed.
I had to learn to let go of yesterday and the failures I’ve already made. To let go of the hurts that come from not being able to do the things I used to do. To let go of the pain MS brings along with it. To let go of the fears. To just let it all go.
Sometimes we have to let go of the person we once were in order to see the amazing person we are becoming. You get to choose who that person is. I know I see greatness in you. I see someone who is brave, strong and courageous. Someone who has been dealt a terrible hand in life yet is still trying to make the best of it. Someone who isn’t perfect, but then again who is? Someone who is weak in their body, but oh so strong on the inside. I hope you can see it too.
You are not a failure. You are not insignificant, useless, a burden or a disappointment. You are a beautiful, valued, remarkable person, and you have an incredible future ahead of you. You are amazing. Yes, YOU!
Living with MS is tough…but you are tougher. You are braver, you are stronger even when you are at your weakest, and you are doing it. I believe in you and know that you have a lot of amazingness to share with the world and to be a part of!
How do I know that? Because you are AMAZING!!!! So get out there and conquer.
1. Simplify your life.
I really needed to hear this! Thank you for your words of encouragement.
You’re welcome. xoxo
Thank you for always saying the right things at the right times!!! Never stop… please!!!
Happy New Year! X
Thank you for saying that. I often wonder if my words matter. I needed that today. xoxo
Penelope you really are the best MS Warrior Leader!!! 🙂
You know when I’m my lowest and need that little nudge and encouragement!!! Life gets ugly and there you are as a shiny star in my window with hope for me to keep going and to remember I’m not a lazy procrastinator who can’t walk too well but I’m ME a wonderful loving person 🙂 🙂
You are the best please never stop posting encouragement for the world to read!!!!!!! 🙂
Thank you, thank you, thank you. What beautiful words. I needed that. xoxo
Hi Penelope
My wife, Rene has been diagnosed with MS. We have been looking for information and I stumbled upon your Illustrations. That gave me a lot of insights regarding what is happening with Rene. Thanks for the strength you live and communicate. I am learning a lot.
Your positivity and your humour are really a super strength.
Perfect timing for these words of encouragement!! I can be useful despite my disease. Letting go of the younger me and grabbing hold of who I am today. A warrier in disguise. You help me see hope and strength in the little things we can do each day.
Beautifully articulated and thank you!
Penelope, your words of encouragement are always a reminder that we all need to hear from time to time. I am sure that you could use these words of encouragement for yourself. Don’t ever forget how very much your readers appreciate you. Thank you for being the inspirational voice that we need. Thank you for sharing your personal insights, thoughts and experiences.
Lastly, THANK YOU for being YOU! Wishing you happiness and good or better health (we ALL want this for our MS selves) in the new year.