I can honestly say I’m thankful for MS
You cannot bargain with multiple sclerosis. No amount of self examination will alleviate the pain and destruction it is causing in your body. I tried at first and wound up feeling more defeated than victorious.
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Entries by Penelope Conway
I have lots of “almosts” in my MS life
“Almosts” are part of everyone’s life but living with MS our almosts are a bit different. For example, there are times when we almost choke while swallowing food, air or saliva… yikes.
Don’t lose heart
Multiple sclerosis has taken so much from me. Some things I don’t miss, but it is heartbreaking to discover that my ability to play the guitar is now one of them. I decided this week that I was going to get my guitar out to try and get my music going again. I was a really good guitarist playing for weddings and even played in a few concerts singing before thousands of people. I have missed it and was hoping I could get it going again.
Finding strength in tough times
There’s something amazing about a flower growing in a mess. Imagine all it went through to bloom: push through the surrounding crap, suffer more than most, yet finds strength to rise up & bloom where it is planted.
My never-ending multiple sclerosis struggle
MS challenges can cause a lot of trouble and bring about a battle that I don’t always have the strength to fight. But somehow I gather enough strength to come up swinging. I refuse to let the struggle win.
I’m not broken, a burden or an inconvenience
Those of us using walking aids, wheelchairs and braces for some reason are seen as broken and a burden. We move much too slow, drop things way too easily and need help way too often with even the simplest of tasks for most people to bear.
MS altered my life but it doesn’t define it
It’s not easy living with a chronic progressive illness as you already know. Days can be so unpredictable and the limitations we experience can become overwhelming and heartbreaking. No amount of ignoring it, hiding it, or pretending it isn’t there is going to make it all go away.
Real life with multiple sclerosis
You may see pictures of me smiling, but the truth is my nights are also spent crying. That’s right, MS isn’t the smiling face you see in those brochures or the victorious athlete crossing the finish line in those advertisements.
Creating a balanced MS Life
How do you balance a life that is constantly changing and where the unexpected is more expected than the chance of rain in today’s weather forecast? Each day with MS is an irregular experience filled with obstacles and booby traps. How do you balance a life like that?
MS is a disease of change
Life with MS has a way of changing up on us. It doesn’t go as planned no matter how hard we try to force it to. And sometimes we try really hard.
1. Simplify your life.2. Watch your thoughts. What goes in, comes out.
3. Surround yourself with positive people.
4. Take time for yourself, even if it means saying "no" to others.
5. Be grateful, laugh and celebrate life.
6. Think more about what you have as opposed to what you don't have.
7. Help others.