Feeling run down
I had a difficult time this past week with my health. I had grown so weak and lethargic that I wasn’t good for anything. I didn’t have any strength to even eat. I couldn’t keep any foods down either and ended up dry heaving any time I attempted to swallow. I think I spent 3 days straight just emptying my stomach.
My family was wonderful and they filled my cupboards with some much needed nutrients since I wasn’t doing so good at keeping any of my basic foods down. My mom pumped me full off vitamins and had me drinking meal replacement shakes because they are so full of everything my body needed.
After about 3 days of working hard, I was able to actually sit up by myself. That was a miracle in and of itself. Today has been the first day that I have been able to actually take care of myself, by myself. I lost about 15 pounds during that time. I wear size 7 rings and they all fall off now… ugh.
The heat and humidity I’m sure isn’t helping me out even with the air conditioner running. It feels like I’m trying to move through thick mud, and think through thick fog. All I want to do is lie down and sleep – and then sleep some more, after that. I still can’t function normally because everything leaves me wiped out.
I get short of breath even when I’m doing nothing at all. My recliner has become my new BFF. I’m hoping to be able to actually sleep today. I know my body needs lots of it. I didn’t think this summer was going to affect me like it has. But I’m thankful for an amazing family that lives nearby because they have kept me going.
My mom did a load of laundry for me and my brother went to the store. All things I couldn’t do on my own. I kept thanking them for their help… even over thanking them. Never overlook the people in you life that are willing to help. They aren’t that easy to find but are keepers when they show up.
Today I’m just going to sit quietly in my recliner, kick my feet up and veg. Even though my head is spinning and my appetite isn’t quite right, I’m going to eat what I can because my desire is to be healthy and enjoy my life. My first step to healthy living is gratitude. Thanks to all my friends who care for me, pray for me and laugh with me. You are my rock. I need you more than you will ever know.
1. Simplify your life.
i’m was getting ready to fold clothes and decided to check my email. so glad i did!!
you just summed up my past
2 1/2-3 weeks. i’m rrms
13 yrs in oct, tysabri for 11!!!
in the tail end (hopefully) of a major relapse. i’m a tough warrior but it knocked me out of commission especially this week. it was a slow burn. like the monster was toying with me.BUT no 10 count for me!
the monster hit super hard & started to celebrate until i got up and hit harder.
boy was the monster surprised
LOL. yes i’m truly blessed for my angels who help me.
i pray you’re starting to feel human again. sending big hugs XO
Here is my little story.
When I read about people hearing and feeling sonic boom, loud explosions or bubbles in their head it upset me.
Because instead of people suggesting medical diagnosis, suffers could tell them we have these symptoms and it is going to be alright. Multiple Sclerosis can be terrifying, the unknown and difficulty in understanding.
You have helped me to connect my experiences with explanations.
Some things that only another suffer could do.
My approach is in conflict with many Multiple Sclerosis pharmaceutic treatments, which I could not suggest to anybody else given the disease is very different for so many.
I wish there was something I could do or say to help.
Take it easy and try to listen to your body.
Stay strong,
Gary 🙂
Penelope so glad you’re on the mend. Great you have family to take care of you. My hubby is my rock. He’s not been doing well lately (bad knees) I don’t know what I’ll do if things go sideways. I’m thankful so far not had vomiting or diarrhea happen. Again so glad you sound like Doing well..
You are such a positive trooper! We all love our support teams – your family is awesome! Chill and rest!
You are in our prayers.
Oh Penelope,
I’m so sorry to hear about your struggle. But you continue to be so strong. Truly an amazing Warrior! I’m worried I have a relapse coming bc this week has been way to busy and humid and the heat is villain but we all have to continue to battle and maybe make it out a bit stronger. I’m so glad you have an amazing and extremely helpful family. I unfortunately don’t have that were I love but talking to my family over the phone helps me a bit at least mentally ☺️. You rock and are so very strong!
So glad you’re on the mend and had family to help you during this rough time! Prayers for healing and recovery! One day at a time!
Having help and support from family or friends is a big relief for anyone dealing with MS and definitely when a relapse takes you down a few notches for any period or length of time. Hopefully you’ll be back up to speed and feeling better soon. Nobody knows you better than you, take care, rest, relax and stay cool and out of the summer heat.
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