Entries by Penelope Conway

Multiple Sclerosis flipped my life upside down

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Over the years, there have been things that have tried to steal my smile. I have dealt with things that no one should have to face and still be standing to tell about it, but here I am… smiling. I tell you that because I want you to understand that we all have a dysfunctional, messed up, broken past. No one has the perfect life. We all have a past, we all have hurts, we all have dirty laundry, add to that a diagnosis of multiple sclerosis and I’d say my life has been pretty messed up.

When taking a shower hurts

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It seems easier to think and cry in the shower. I have washed many tears down the drain in my lifetime. Lately though, showers haven’t been so freeing. This may sound weird to some of you, but much of the skin on my face, arms and legs have become so hypersensitive that even water hitting me from the shower head hurts. And when I say hurts…I mean HURTS! It feels like I’m being pelted with pin and needles.

I will never sugar coat my life with MS

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Have you ever had one of those days when you wished you could just curl up into a ball and hide away under the covers in bed because life was simply too much, too crazy and too overwhelming to bear? That was me yesterday. I woke up in tears… literally. That happens to me from time to time, only yesterday it hit me really hard. Harder than usual.

Find your happy

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I was awakened this morning by a bird singing outside my window. Did I say singing? I meant loudly squawking at 4:00 AM without any pauses for air. What in the world is a bird doing up so early in the morning? Are worms even up yet? I think the worms are still asleep, which means this early bird isn’t going to get a worm for a few more hours. It would be nice if he would just go back to bed and let me sleep a little while longer.